I'm not dead.

I've just been slacking on the whole blog front.

So here's a quick one for the people who still read this blog:

Me and Josh are no more as of January 13th 2009.
My grades are sucking majorly.
I wish I didn't do the pit orchestra for Music Man.
I'm kinda on a boy hiatus as of right now; particularly the freshmen.
I feel like my life is disorganized right now, henceforth the sucky grades & the boy hiatus.
Why the fuck is everyone moving in February?

This blog was lame.
I'm losing my touch.

XoxoX, Jenn♥

Self pity isn't very pretty...

Especially in the case of having a bad family.

It's slowly becoming the norm for people to have broken/abusive/addict families. And while that's absolutely horrible and it's totally fucking up their kids, what bothers me the more is when these kids are like "Well my life is already horrible I'll just fuck up some more. It won't matter."

Like seriously, what the hell kind of thought process is this?
Just because your family is made of fail you're justified to make nothing of yourself?
Bullshit.

I don't give a damn whatever happens, you should never think like this.

In fact you should want to excel in life to prove your family and society wrong. So you can have the opportunity to be like "Bitch, look at me now! I've gone farther in life than you could ever dream of" and rub their faces in it. Or, at the very least, raise your future kids knowing you did a better job than they did.

But no, continue wallow in your self misery and go down the same path as your family. Become another statistic. Get pregnant and drop out of school while you're at it. Go ahead and sink down to their level because it's not like you were going to do anything worthwhile with your life anyways...

Are you?

XoxoX, Jenn♥

Random things of note...

I am 5' 7" !!!

This really cool kid I know ISN'T moving away.

I'm taking my permit test next week.

Bad grades are bad.

I think I might have acid reflux.

I'm totally procrastinating from doing my homework.
Which is just like masturbation, it feels good while you're doing it.
Then you realize that you just fucked yourself.

I'm an undercover pervert. LOL

I have the magical ability to sleep 17 hours straight which I demonstrated on Friday.

If I don't get my grades up in 2 classes I'll be SOL for Bake Sale.

MMORPGs are the fucking devil.

This whole "Never-Had-A-Boyfriend" thing is more common that I thought.

I would have died, literally, had I gave blood on Friday.

I need to write my essay on my fear of zombies like right now.

XoxoX, Jenn♥

Epic failure muffins.

Because I fail at being discreet.
Hence the deletion of 2 very insecure blogs.
Nobody needs to read all that jazz.

FailMuffins for everyone.

Mmmm, delicious.

So it's about time I posted a new one isn't it?

So.........what I have I've doing in the last 8 days since I posted my last blog?

That's right! You guessed it! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!

Come one, guys. This is summer we are talking about. You can't expect a constant stream of blogs about my boring ass summer. Plus I get writer's block. Leave me alone.

So what is up with you? Nothing? I thought so. Well we should have incredibly boring summers together. That way when we get back to school we can recite epic tales of our boredom. Sounds like a enormous bowl of fucking fun!!!

Records I Plan To Beat This Summer:
Latest I've Stayed Up To While On The Phone: 8:40AM
Latest I've Slept In: 5:45PM
Latest I've Stayed Up Without the Phone: 10AM
The Most Hours I've Gone Without Sleep Consecutively: 22

Any other records you guys think I should attempt to beat while I'm at it? Suggestion are most definitely welcome. Hit up my celluar device or Myspace.

So..how's life? Btw, your hair looks great. ;]

xoxox,Jenn♥