In Regards To Religion

Okay this is going to be a serious one guys.

Well I've been wanting to write a blog about this for awhile now.

So I believe in a God okay. I think I believe in Jesus too. So that would make me Christian by default right?

From that point on I think I pretty much stray from typical Christian beliefs.

I believe gay people should be allowed to be together & abortion should be handled on a case-by-case basis. Sex before marriage is okay as long as you're in a steady long-lasting love filled relationship & the time is right. Drugs & excessive alcohol is bad and all of the 10 commandments pretty much apply.

I don't think I fit the Christian mold though, I believe in evolution after all.

I don't think there's perfect right religion or that any bible or religious text is 100% accurate & precise because they were written by humans. Something(s) are bound to be changed over hundreds of years.

I don't think there's a religion that totally mirrors my beliefs. Maybe I'll just have to make my own. Maybe I'm totally wrong & I'm signing my permission slip for eternal damnation by writing this. Oh well.

Speaking of the afterlife I think there is one. I think there is a heaven & a hell and if you were a good person despite what you did/n't believe you'll get to heaven 7 if you're terrible person you'll get to make buddies with the devil in the end.

I believe what comes around goes around and if you do good you are rewarded. Everything happens for a reason & while some things are fated to be what you choose to do has its effects.

And there are times when I wish I had a definite belief in a religion complete with the biases so I could know for sure if I did this that would happen & I could have a set definition of right & wrong. Everything could be black & white with no shades of gray.

But that entire concept goes against my personality. Rofl.

I think in the end most people claim a religion simply because they're afraid to die & what comes afterward because at least with a religion whether you're good or bad you take some comfort in knowing exactly where you're going.

My problem is I don't know where I'm going and whether it exists or not...

xoxox, Jenn♥

P.S. Guys, I think I'm an agnostic thesist; Someone who believes there's a god but they're not sure that they exist.

The other guy....

<---This is Bronson... Ain't he cute?

Okay so I told you guys about Tyler I guess I'll tell you about Bronson now.

Bronson is the pretty awesome guy I know from my history class. He's pretty funny and an active Christian. He's well known at school and has a lot of friends. He's really nice guy and it takes alot to piss him off.

...I like him too. DON'T JUDGE ME!

Let me just get this straight, I have never liked 2 people at the same time. Ever. I'm not like some kind of freaky crush whore. I didn't even realize I liked him until Wednesday afternoon after school had let out.

I always asked myself if I liked him all year but I was mostly like "Nah." It most definitely sucks that I decide to like two people as soon school ends. I think this is the first summer ever that I'm totally not looking forward to.

I need to occupy my time with something other than thoughts of guys...**le sigh**

xoxox, Jenn♥