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I went to one of my relative's funeral yesterday. Her daughter had to take care of everything because she was an only child. Don't feel bad for me I didn't know them too well & I hadn't seen them since 2003/2004.But these are somethings I learned:- Exactly how much I loved my mother & that I'd be way devastated if she died.
- The person who's dead has the least of the problems.
- Just how grimy people can be. [People were making off with stuff from the mom's house the day she died. THE BODY'S NOT EVEN COLD YET!!!!]
- Just how rude & disrespectful people can be at the internment [People were standing around chatting & laughing & telling jokes the ENTIRE time!]
- You'll know who exactly are your true friends.
xoxox, Jenn♥P.S. School's tomorrow, meaning expect a blog drought.
Okay this is going to be a serious one guys.Well I've been wanting to write a blog about this for awhile now.So I believe in a God okay. I think I believe in Jesus too. So that would make me Christian by default right?From that point on I think I pretty much stray from typical Christian beliefs.I believe gay people should be allowed to be together & abortion should be handled on a case-by-case basis. Sex before marriage is okay as long as you're in a steady long-lasting love filled relationship & the time is right. Drugs & excessive alcohol is bad and all of the 10 commandments pretty much apply.I don't think I fit the Christian mold though, I believe in evolution after all.I don't think there's perfect right religion or that any bible or religious text is 100% accurate & precise because they were written by humans. Something(s) are bound to be changed over hundreds of years.I don't think there's a religion that totally mirrors my beliefs. Maybe I'll just have to make my own. Maybe I'm totally wrong & I'm signing my permission slip for eternal damnation by writing this. Oh well.Speaking of the afterlife I think there is one. I think there is a heaven & a hell and if you were a good person despite what you did/n't believe you'll get to heaven 7 if you're terrible person you'll get to make buddies with the devil in the end.I believe what comes around goes around and if you do good you are rewarded. Everything happens for a reason & while some things are fated to be what you choose to do has its effects.And there are times when I wish I had a definite belief in a religion complete with the biases so I could know for sure if I did this that would happen & I could have a set definition of right & wrong. Everything could be black & white with no shades of gray.But that entire concept goes against my personality. Rofl.I think in the end most people claim a religion simply because they're afraid to die & what comes afterward because at least with a religion whether you're good or bad you take some comfort in knowing exactly where you're going.My problem is I don't know where I'm going and whether it exists or not...xoxox, Jenn♥
P.S. Guys, I think I'm an agnostic thesist; Someone who believes there's a god but they're not sure that they exist.
And by people I like I'm talking about in a romantic way, not a platonic way.[Lol, I said Way]Like HeWhoMustNotBeNamed[not Voldemort] lest I end up writing ANOTHER blog about him.[That would make 4, not that I'm counting or anything]God forbid, he ever read this blog he'll think I'm an obsessed stalker.[I have no idea where he lives actually]Oh damn I did it again!!! FUCK![I need to stop with all the little side commentary]So, guys how's life?xoxox, Jenn♥[I'm losing my damn mind over a fricking boy...GAY!]
Well, guys you heard me! I still like So & so! I saw him today and I still like his fuzzy cotton ball head self. Woooo! [Three cheers for false enthusiasm!]I need to find a new object to focus my affections on.
...But he's just so damn cute. **Le sigh**Okay, I went so open house today so my schedule looks like this:1.Spanish 3--Martinez 2.English Honors 3--Buchholz 3.Math Analysis--Andrew 4.AP Enviromental Science--Miller 5.Band 3--Mcgallagher 6.TV Production 1--Smith 7.American History Honors--Atwood[If you go to my school, tell me if we have the same classes here]My 2nd period is filled with a billion people I know so it will be fun. This year is certainly looking out to be interesting.Except for Band & Math Analysis, that's gonna suck balls.I actually plan to stay on top over my homework this year. I know I say this every year but I'm actually going to make it true for once. After all, I do want to get into a good college.Jeebus, I haven't posted a blog in forever. I think I've lost my touch.xoxox, Jenn♥P.S. School starts August 18th. Get ready guys! =]
